Disgusted

Posted on June 9th, 2007 by gail helen.
Categories: Personal, Omnia Vanitas, Random.

I stood on the scale today and frankly, I’m pretty angry with myself. 185 lbs. All of my progress, slowly disintegrating . . . I can chalk most of it off to stress, being too busy to maintain healthy habits, but it’s more than that. I just feel wasted, and it’s hard to care when I’m so down. I need to get some exercise and start eating right, and I absolutely have to stop smoking — I’m almost up to three packs a day — and start sleeping like a normal adult — no more staying up until 7 am. But it’s all so easy to say, just not so easy to do. I’ve always been great at identifying my problems and terrible at prioritizing them above the rest of the noise. I used to have a note on my personal cork board that said “Personal Does Not Mean ‘Not Urgent’.” Maybe it’s time to get that back out again . . .

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